camp is finally over
omg... i feel as if my brain has been back lahz
i noe tt the planning of this camp i might be offending alot of ppl
esp the planning committee
but i juz wanna sae, all of us want the camp to be successful
and all the things that we have said or did tt hurt one another
is trying to benefit CO
so hope tt we will all for get and forgive each other
i reallie reallie wanna thx the whole committee
sry to gina, sy, px and hm for my poor attitude at certain time
i noe we have alot of miscommunication and we are very bu shaung abt all this
and i am sry if u all are bu shaung abt wad i sae

thx to liting and vince, i noe i very xin ku u guys
trying to push some very xin ku jobs to u two
even try to push u all too much when the time is over run

thx for the whole CO for tolerating my bad temper...
i reallie don like to shout at u guys, or even give black face
but if i don give this kind of face, i don tink u will listen
and wad will you feel when ppl juz tell you to cancel stuff tt u painsakeningly planned
sometimes i feel like slapping those ppl who said this kind of thing
put urselves in our shoes
we gave up time tt u r slacking, doin hw or sleeping
to plan, do proposal, discuss
trying to tink of ur welfare yet want CO to benefits
and you ppl juz sae cancel

i noe everyone is very xin ku due to the over packed schedule, too little sleep
over practising, i noe tt more than 24h of prac is inhumane
and we still have prac tmr for almost whole dae

the music and stage committee are overworking
and they n SLs even stay back aft camp to mark the stage
from syf till now we have less than 1mth
we've gotta preapre all the brand new song
i swear tt except for feng nian ji and qing tian the rest are reallie so new
we've gotta prac the seats, ticketing,trying to sell those unsoldable tix
all the co teachers are under pressure from the skl
and we are under their pressure
can anyone tell me how am i supposed to sell off 4 more tix
the point is tt not only are we to buy the tix ourselves
but also, how will you feel when u prac till like shit but is like no one coming

truth to be said, i only learn cello for 1yr plus
i noe tt gina plae betta than me
i tink i am music idiot lorx
i noe i am damn stupid, and sry to rich for causing so much problems to you
ur torturous dae will be ending soon
omg...i tink my highest stressed moment is this week lorx
hope everything will be over soon

ANYONE WANNA BUY TIX FROM ME!!!!!!! PLEASE

thinking of u at
1:22 pm



wow... another week have passed
it has been a rather stressful week coz whole week is full of test
on mon got bio spa
and i screw it up
i am still wrting procedure in the last 2mins
den i cont writing till teacher come
so depress when i noe tt it is 5marks in ur As
so i tink 2marks are gone le
haiz... nvm... so i muz work harder for theory then

den tues got co prac for the bukit merah thingy
omg... have to reach skl on tues by 630....
wait long long lahz....
somemore got com meeting aft prac
as the meeting b4 is interupted by mdm hue's eating session
well... haha.... david and sophie is like some wolf goin aft mdm hue's
kong bak pao
welll... i got no interest got i hate the fatty part totally
and ppl... i am goin to jian fei
coz if u see my weight graph in JC life
it is a graph with a steep gradient lahz
and it has reach a new maximum point liaoz

den wed de chem test ok lahz
juz tt i nv study ionic so some qn can't finish
and still got some econ quiz thing
omg... the qn is like undoable lahz
heck lahz... the most cert write fail lahz
dne pon co... hehe... and vince is absent tt dae... so lucky

thurs so tired tt i sleep the dae away n nv study maths
so the nxt dae de maths test i die lorx
dono how to do some qn at all but heck lahz

yest went to help out in the guitar concert
this is my dono how mani asher job i've done le
the guitar concert quite nice except for the like cello part
haha... and got one very funny guy
and we saw the "high" Mr chan also
hehe... took pic with blazer, nxt time show u all...
okok... off to do hw.... :)

thinking of u at
3:03 pm





juz in case i forget who u r in the future
min loo is the wan on the extreme left

Min Loo,

u left us on the 9th of March 2007

though i noe you for a mere 2 mths

but ur shifts is always with mine

so we always work together

we love to gossip during working time

always kana scold by evonne

den scold her behind her back

I promise to send my children to ur childcare centre

and we said to complete to see who's mahjong skill is better

you are always smiling

and so caring to all of us here

though i dono wad make you want to leave this world so much

but since u said this is your choice n u have done it already

what i can do now is to pray for you

i noe commiting suicide is a sin in ur religion

but i will pray that you will be able to enjoy in the other world

and not goin through torments

i hope that those hangcuff is gone when u went to the other world

mb i shall be a good gal n pray for u during Vesak dae

don wry tt i will forget u

u will always be in my mind as the always smiling gal in haagen darz :)

thinking of u at
5:59 pm




the girls... all look so pretty n cello wear pants




me n hm... she look abit retarded horx




me n rich... haha... he took the pic n we can see his skill not very good


we were waiting for result but don look nervous horx






my junior yun guan... haha.. i promise to po this super unglam pic




the guys... man in black lahz



thinking of u at
5:34 pm



well... this week alot of things happen sia
eh... mon was veri sick so on mc
but tt dae i damn depress
becoz i realise tt He did not care for me at all
i juz tot tt he dowan to show his care
but now i don even noe wad am i in his mind
i work so hard to be the person he want me to be
but yet all my effort onli make him become more greedy
i reallie cannot stand the kind of torment i am undergoing now le
i noe tt death will not help anything esp aft min loo's death
so now i gotta tell myself tt i will be able to escape his crutches aft this yr
i promise myself tt no matter wad i will do wad i want

well... den we train hard for SYF n
SACO finally escape from the bronze curse and got a silver
hehe... soooooo happy sia
though some ppl expected a gold but ppl
at least our effort is not wasted at all
everyone worked hard and it is the process tt matter wad
at least the musically challenged me can play 2 songs not badly wad
lol... later got some pics to shared with u all
we got a new costumes which we tink is quite nice compared to the others lorx
aft Co we went to eat pasta
n i bought yanzi de gai ban!!!!
sooooo nice sia....
n a new show coz now TS having sale wad
but tinbk only hols den got time to watch lorx

den i got chem SPA on fri
i screw it up abit lorx
coz i write 1 eqn abit wrongly
n my reliability only wrote 5 not tt good wan
n my precautions got 1 point forgot to write falmmable
coz dono y i only left 5mins
but still on explanation for step 4
den i became so nervous tt i got complete mind block lahz
so now studying hard for bio n hope the same thing don happen again
but i so sad lorx coz mind block nv happens to me
but this yr it keep happening
i muz train my mind this hols to work hard lahz!!!!
okok... don tok... go for mum dae dinner
den go study my bio SPA le

anyway... was lastening to SHE album
very cute lahz
i like the way they PLAY with the songs
haha... like so funny
aft the test weeks
i shall challenge myself with Zhong Guo Hua!!!!
okok... study le
bye~~~

thinking of u at
5:11 pm